A Wish and more

I wish you'd stop with the loathing and self pity. You continue to suffer now but it doesn't mean you deserve it. Things continue to happen to us because we haven't learned a lesson. What is it? I don't know.

Yes you're an ass but you forget that you are misunderstood most of the time too. There are people who love you but you push them away, unknowingly. There are still those who truly understand and are patient with you..who would continue to stay even if you push them away. Just like me.

Things may not work out the way you want them to right now..but there's a reason for everthing. Be patient. Love yourself. Think of the reasons you fell in love with her. But if the time comes there's truly no reason to stay, then don't.

I just don't want to see you like this. You deserve more, a lot more. You deserve to be happy.

I'm not saying it's me. I know I lost my chance. But at least as a friend I will try to make your life a bit easier, a bit more bearable. As we both continue to search for our better halves.

Rambling? Yes. Random thoughts already. Dont wanna go back and edit. You get my point, I think. I know you don't wanna talk about it. But am just here anytime you feel like talking.

'Nuff said.