Crumble

Today I allow myself to be weak. To crumble. To feel low. Not to be strong, put down my wall and just let emotions take over.

Today I allow myself to cry. To mourn. To yearn and wish for something I know I can't have.

Because tonight I know I will be ok. Back to normal. Back to immersing myself in work in order so that I won't feel the emptiness inside. Back to being a momi to my kids and take care of responsibilities.

Back to showering LG with care and love. Because that's all I can do. And will do. While I still can.

Someday this will end. I will learn to love as a friend. And all this sadness, emptiness and yearning will go away.

'Nuff said.