Monday, November 25, 2013

Reasons

Reasons I should allow myself:

1. Ungas will take care of me.  He already did before.
2.  LG cares for me only as a friend. 
3. Ungas can make me happy.
4. LG doesn't love me, he's in love with royalty.
5. Only a miracle will make LG love me more than a friend. (and I don't believe in miracles)
6. Another miracle will let LG allow me in his life, considering all the things he's thought of why we can't be together. (again, I don't believe in miracles)
7. I should move on.

Reasons I shouldn't:

1. I care for LG more than a friend.
2. I might hurt Ungas this time.
3. I still love LG.
4. I'm scared to take the risk with Ungas or with anyone.
5.  I still love LG. 

As long as LG is in my heart, I don't think I have room for anyone else.  But if Ungas or someone manages to make room for himself, then I will probably entertain the thought. For now, we will be friends. He knows everything anyway, it's up to him if he'll do something about it.  

But still, I'm thinking.




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