Of love and smileys

After saying I won't bug him, I texted a smiley face. Am hopeless. Sheesh.

But that's it. No more. Just my way of saying good morning and that he was the first on my mind when I woke up, when I prepare breakfast. He'll always be on my mind, not just today but everyday.

I pray he has a good day today and everyday. That he finds the peace and happiness that's been elusive to him eversince. I still wish I was the one for him but that's being selfish. I leave everything up to fate now. I'll go with the flow. In a way, am happy how we are. It may just be playing around for him but it's more than that to me. Am not interested in anyone else. Even if I have nothing to gain.

I will always be his closest friend, if that would be my role in his life. And he'll always be my greatest love and best friend.

I love you LG. Always.

*he replied...so early in the morning sungit na. I think he's still pissed, at me and the whole world. Haist. Let it pass...