Stress

My hand hurts again. I therefore conclude it's stress induced. I have a presentation tonight and I'm not quite ready. Have to be early but I can't sleep.

Am missing LG badly. Tried so hard not to bug him over the weekend until today. Seemed he wasn't in the mood, since Friday. He doesn't seem to miss me naman din. I guess he's too busy fighting his demons. I hope he wins. :(

Am apprehensive about tonight, I hope he doesn't have Monday blues. I have 2 surprises for him....I wonder if I can pull it off.

These and my presentation are killing me. My heart starts beating faster in anticipation of tonight. I hope all goes well...starting with LG's surprises...but I won't hope too much he'd be there by 9:30...it'd be too much to ask of him, from someone like me.

Stress!!! Argh.