Troubled

Just when you love sincerely, unconditionally...the person doesn't want to accept it.

You're given another chance at happiness. But you refuse because you'll stick it out with royalty..because you love her.

If I don't mean anything to you, why feel that way? Why am I and everything else temporary? I'm not worthy enough?

You don't trust me when I say you won't get hurt? That whatever you're preparing for won't happen?

I can't focus. Demmit. It hurts. Being pushed away. Given up. Just like that. :( unless a choice was made and I lost to royalty. Again. :(