Real Deal

The real deal, I wont make an appeal
This is true and it's all up to you
Figure out how you feel, make it real
Decide once and for all, take the risk or drop the ball
It may just be because of proximity
If so then it's the harsh reality
But better to know as such
Than getting confused twice as much
You say you're not happy but you're with her family
That's love I would say, but why are we this way?
Am not complaining, am just thinking
Principles are in the way and just wont go away.

Im not telling you to rush and I dont wanna make a big fuss
Im just saying we dont have eternity, not even a full century
I said I would wait, even though patience isnt my trait
I will try to do things right, suppressing urges with all my might
Karma is just around the corner, another heartbreak might just take me to the coroner

*It's fun to make words rhyme, makes what I've been doing seem less like a crime