You and Royalty

Why do I feel there's more to it? Am trying to understand and not make a big fuss out of it. Whatever the reason, I hope I get to know it someday. I will try not to overthink and be patient. I'll start keeping my distance. Try to suppress the urge to make lambing or spend time with you outside the office. Even kidnap you. Or make you landi. Am beginning to think you're regretting what we did last time. It was all my doing anyway, I started it. So I'll try to stop. It's a new year, maybe you've resolved to make things right, both of you. New year, new beginning. Everyone does that when the new year comes in. I dont want to mess things up. This month is birthday month and next month is anniversary month. I hope she knows she's lucky to have you. I hope she's changed too. If she only knew...haist! I wish you luck. That this year is better for both of you. It doesnt mean I'll stop loving you. I'll just fade into the background a bit. I'm still your closest friend.