I was reminded of our convo last week, when he said he'll just make my assumption a reality. And since J doesnt stop communicating with him, I have a feeling it's gonna happen. A part of me says he said it out of hatred but a part of me says he means it. I'm gonna go crazy thinking about it but I should let things be. This is my fault anyway, I pushed him too far.
Maybe he did like her and they were close, but not as close as I thought them to be. Whatever happens between them is something I will never know. And something I will try my best not to think about. I'll just hold on to the thought that if we're meant to be, we'll find our way back to each other again. I'll still be around anyway, still here to show him I care. Eventually I'll stop making him kulit when it's outside work but it wont mean I stopped caring. I'm just giving him the freedom he wants from me.
But I really do hope things go back to how they were before....minus the complications.
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