Detox

Deactivated my FB account, temporarily. Need to detox myself. Need to learn to stop checking his timeline, wondering how he is. Need to stop thinking about him. Need to accept it's over, for real. He doesnt want to have anything to do with me. Hurts but my fault. He's right. I need to take accountability for my actions. He doesnt need me in his life. i should stop forcing myself, forcing him to love me. It's not gonna happen. Need to accept things the way they are. He loves royalty, that wont change. He doesnt care about me anymore, that wont change. He hates me, he dislikes me so much. His life would be better without me adding to his problems. His mood would be better if he ddnt see me often in the office.

As he said, reality bites.