Thursday Blues

Prepped myself to be in a good mood today only to have it crushed when I came in. Saw the food and immediately knew. Jealous? Yeah. I could do that before but now I cant. He wont accept it. I tell myself they're friends but I know they have a past. And she still has the hots for him. Tried to bury myself in work but it keeps on bugging me.

I miss him. Terribly. But I dont know how I can bring everything back, if I can. Stubborn me. Told myself to accept it but there's still a part that's holding on, wont let go. He doesnt care anymore...wish I could be the same.