Ramblings on a Rainy Night

Here I go again. Why do I suddenly have these moments? I said I wouldn't do this to myself anymore but it's still happening.

Guess it's because I'm unsure again. Because I fucked up again, made a wrong decision. Now I dunno where I stand again.

Love is hard work. But he's worth it. And I miss him. But I've bugged him enough already. Sometimes I really feel he's tired of me and needs a break. So I give it to him, sometimes - wrong timing nga lang. This really is hard. It's hard to change habits I've been accustomed to. But I know I need to change them coz they're bad. I've always known, but he's the only one I decided to change for.

'Enuf said.