Back in My Shell

Starting to withdraw back in my shell. Too many thoughts on my mind that I cant share. Useless to share since no one would understand. Waiting for the day everything would make sense. Struggling to hold on. Emotions are strong, both good and bad. Feeling ignored and unappreciated, taken for granted. Got a few more to give but feeling worn out. This is not the right time and place...but where and when? Push emotions aside so that everything's normal. But until when can I escape? When will I face this? When will there be clarity?

This is the price I pay...