N. O.

No, I'm staying. And it's not because you spoke to me. I knew somehow I was staying even if I was entertaining thoughts of going out with someone.

No, you are not holding me back. My choice is not dictated by you.

No, do not tell me that you're wrong for me. Time and time again you've said that. And stop saying that. You say you're wrong for me but you're with royalty? So that means you're right for her? What do you think I'd feel about that? Stop thinking of the reasons you're wrong for me, why not think of the reasons you're the right one? If you don't love me, then say it. Don't give me other reasons.

No, it's not that you don't have the patience. You've been patient with me these past few weeks. You've already adjusted to me. And me, you. :P

No, you will not get hurt. Please believe me as words are the only thing I can give you now. I know you've been hurt too much in the past hence you're preventing it already. But please take my word for it.

No, I don't want things to change between us. I do not want an "early start" when I don't even know if this will end.

No, you do not think of ways to break my heart so that I will follow my mind. If you do that, you might lose me entirely.

No, it's not you who had the problem last Sunday. No one did. It was just a bad time for us. I shouldn't have made aya. It wasn't how I imagined our "comeback" would be. Now I have to wait and see if we'd have the chance again

Just let me continue loving you, the way I do now. And stop thinking of "what ifs". I wouldn't do anything to hurt you, because I know how it feels too. And I know how much pain you're going through already, why would I add to it?

You want me to be happy? Then just let me be and stop pushing me away or giving me away.