Cant stop crying. Feel like a fool. Feel stupid. Left a surprise pero feels like it's foolish. Dunno if it would be appreciated. Not in the mood, bad trip. Or maybe it's just me being sensitive. I feel like giving up but I know I'll regret it later on. My heart's tired today. My chest literally hurts. My eyes hurt too.
Asked what will happen if he doesnt get it. Said ill be hurt. Of course i would be. I spent time on it, all of those, for him. Hope he didnt get it just bec i said id be hurt. I know he's in a bad mood thats why he's like that. His words hurt, sting. But i understand. Just allow me to be hurt and nurse my wounds.
Lord, help me make it through. Its just a bad day. This will pass. Right?
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