Happy 2014

It's the first day of 2014 and I look back at what has happened in the past year. I never thought I would handle the training team and help them rise from the ashes. Am glad I was able to contribute to that and also to LG's success. The quality team is slowly gaining ground and I look forward to what they can achieve in 2014.  I may not officially be TQM but knowing my boss has plans of pushing for it makes me hopeful it would happen. If it doesnt, maybe I will rethink my choices. Either LG gets to be trng mgr or I look for a company that would appreciate me more. 2nd choice would be hard to do coz it would be hard to leave my kiddos. Ive grown attached to them already.

Alas, career and matters of the heart dont go well together. If I deem myself successful in my career, it's an entirely different case with my heart. 2013 brought me heartache on a roller coaster ride. But, I learned a lot of valuable lessons. My friendship with LG is stronger now albeit it's not the only relationship I'd want to have with him. Well, it does feel we are in one but not. Still complicated and it's hard. But who am I to complain when I'm given a chance to be with him? I've realized that we can't be together, not with him being confused on what he wants. Seems he's made up his mind too that we can't be together. He still has that wall built between us although it's smaller now. Our friendship is more important to him. Maybe he's right. I know him too well and it can be both a good and bad thing. But if 2 people love each other, theyd make it work, no matter what, right? I guess the love part is still on my side. I can wait, until when I dunno. Probably until the time I see he's no longer confused. I'll accept whatever outcome that may have. For now, as I did in the past year, I will be content with what we have. Hard as it may be, since there are a lot of things I wanna do with him but cant. I also wish him and royalty the best, even if it hurts. Because I know he loves her.

I look forward to what 2014 will bring although am a bit wary. I've had enough hurt to last me a lifetime I think. Am inclined to say I've had enough of love and LG's the last guy I'd be emotionally attached to. I wish this year would be my year, where success in career and matters of the heart go well together. But God has plans and I leave it all up to Him.

Happy new year everyone.

'Nuff said.