Randomizing

Made tambay today with LG. Food trip at the usual place. Got to talk about work and how things are. Am feeling hopeless my team would change. My fault for spoiling them rotten. Good thing I have him and B to help me out this time. I stepped back and let them handle the team. Their iron hands may just be the solution. Makes me question again if am fit for this. Having LG with me and listening to him, with his ideas and thoughts voiced out...seeing him all fired up and ready for battle...makes me inspired to just keep on going. Am positive I have the support I need to turn things around. May take time and would test our patience but we'll get there. I hope LG wont get tired and give up. Looks like its a tough challenge. My superman's gonna save me again this time. Super smile.

I enjoy having those talks with LG. Makes me wonder tho, without work, would we have something to talk about? Am boring and not much of a talker. Hmm..I really wonder.

He was a bit cold too. Maybe because he's fired up with work. Well all I wanted was a hug. Ok a few kisses too. I missed him but he wasnt in the mood when I arrived last night. Oh well. Have lots to think about work anyway. Just that I wanna make lambing and our moods didnt match. Haha. Fail. Should really suppress that already. I did say I would leave him alone. I just keep on coming back to him. What can I say...cant keep what I feel.  Just hope he didnt decide to stop whatever there was between us without telling me. But when did that stop me anyway?

Am rambling already. Have to go to sleep. But a lot of thoughts are on my mind - work, the team, LG, ops...haist.