Down to two

Read through viber messages again. And this hit me like a wrecking ball.

If she really cared, she would have walked away. She already knew there was a possibility. And she was starting to care for him as a friend...a special friend. She should have stopped. Because she knows how I feel. I know he cares, that's why he turned his back. So my friendship with her wont be affected.

This is a mess but him turning his back on me isn't the solution. Just needs to see, a friend I thought I had wasn't the friend she says she is to me.  Have no idea what she's told him but an ulterior motive in encouraging me to let go is seen. For as soon as I said I let go, the answer to my question was a yes. She really thought I could? After all those times I tried and failed? I doubt that.

But, he has made his decision. And he deserves a break from me and her. I can just imagine. She's like me, persistent but a sly fox. I'll just respect his decision, wait and see what happens.

Turns out am thankful for what happened after all. I may have lost him now but I saw who my true friends are. And I'm done with her.

Now all I have left are P and M. Still hoping LG is one of them again.