Got a heavy heart today. I need to give it a rest. It seems the more I try to understand and make suyo, the more he's pushing me away. And it hurts so much now. I know he's in a bad mood and I dont make him smile anymore. I was waiting for him to smoke but he suddenly stood up..then again he answered my question when I asked where he was going. I hope he takes his vitamins and notices the sandwich when he's done. I guess I need to give us space for now. Him not believing me about last night still stings. Hopefully later we'll be okay.
This is one of the rare times I really hate Mondays.
This is one of the rare times I really hate Mondays.

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